親愛的先人：

您一路好走，不管您到哪裡，我會永遠記住您的一切

也相信您會在新的一個世界，找到寧靜與和平

haven’t seen or talked to Monica for a while,

now she becomes more clear what she is saying and understanding what she is wanting,

really great to feel happiness with her at same when she grows up day by day.

Great job, Monica!

Love ever

不知道自己算不算是個愛飆淚的人, 在別人面前, 是很堅強不容許自己掉下眼淚讓人看見

但私底下可以為了一個小的景象或是一句話, 感動到一種莫名的無法控制自己的眼淚

這樣的反應是不是足夠說明了歷練不夠的我, 在每一天的時時刻刻學著如何讓自己的眼淚不容易的掉下

還是生為某種星座特質的我, 意味著我是個敢愛又敢恨的人

今天Monica說很久沒看到我

順便跟我更新一下他最近喜歡上蜘蛛人。。。心想她也愛這個東西阿

anyway。。。所以我提出了米老鼠跟那位蜘蛛人這兩個選項

她可是吱吱嗚嗚了好久。。。。。。。。。一下米。。。。。。。。一下知

答案揭曉她還是喜歡米老鼠。。。hmmmm。。。。心想還好她不是個喜新厭舊

最後我跟他說聖誕節在送給她。。。她竟然說聖誕老公公會帶給我

你勒xxoo＠＠＃＄︿＊＄︿（＃＊。。。原來我就是那位聖誕老公公

Dear Roy,

I must apologize to you for what I had done as being an adult without thinking carefully what might hurt you. I didn’t think how important that to affect you and your family after your mom kindly remind. No doubt,  you do have rights to explorer what is outside of the world as you grow up more and understand more. However, I suddenly realize that I might bring some information which is not ready for you to digest/acknowledge to understand what’s going on outside.

Like I can’t stop what you have been in touch or what you have known; at least I want to bring the positive idea and attitude to you instead of crappy stuff. Thanks for listening to and take my suggestion. I know you are one of the best kids there, try to behave and willing to communicate. I’m hoping we can both work on anything no matter if you will to share with me.

Thanks Roy.

When I was Skype/MSN with Monica, she always asks me 2 questions.

1. Auntie, I want a Mickey Mouse. Buy me a Mickey Mouse.

2. Auntie, I want to have Vitamin C drink. Send me the Vitamin C drink.

That’s pretty much two things she sees me every time, and ask for it. Sometimes I doubt I can be her Santa Clause.

Well, if I can be someone’s Santa, and bring the happiness. Why not!

Monica is my niece who is turning into 3 and half; so i guess she gave her a name to celebrate.

簡單的兩劃…卻有著不同的故事
每個故事裡面有喜怒哀樂
陪著我長大…”長大”是個不屬於我的用字了嗎
我也想學著如何變的堅強,勇敢,成功
為什麼我卻自己畫著圓圈圈
不敢跳進去學著長大的圈圈

According to the movie “In the Womb”, each person is identical, both mentally and physically. For some people, it’s so easy to get over with what’s going on of some other people’s relationship; but it’s so difficult to make self calm down if relationship are somewhat exists problem, and some may opposite. I believe there is a perfect person who know how to find out the solution for whatever reasons to make life/things better, and that’s the way I need to learn still. I know it’s a long way until I am getting older even died because some people might have questions exist in mind before they start another life in another world. Therefore, truth is becoming what I pursue til to get a “solid” answer. So, what does it matter? I question myself all the times, even though I know there could be no answer for this question. Would “solid” answer bring me a safe future? I guess not. I think realizing and accepting is more what I should learn rather than just assume. I can think of all kinds of scenario and consequence, but what is important to understand and get a real life for myself. Accept.

This is a period of end for me to work at Starbucks. At very beginning I was thinking to post any news if there was an interesting things happened. I bet it did; however, I just found more excuses for not being consistent. I was very tired I guess, especially when I started my “career”. Back the time worked there, I met kinds of people, and the experiences for me were really valuable. From knowing nothing to make a great nice coffee drinks to reach what customer’s expect, it was really amazing, and I feel proud of it especially with customer’s appreciation. One of my dream is to run a coffee shop, I believe that I would more much capable for that and confidence. Now, I ended the work at Starbucks; it a new journey for me to work at LMC. I think I am still try to figure out what is the “real” responsibility for me, of course I know, but I think it’s just matter of time to learn as much as I can, and being capability of  efficient  communication. I really do not want to disappointment any one, try as best as I can. Keep work it up.